Blog, Blogging, travel

Why I Choose to Live in my Car

I sat down and very carefully planned out how I was going to write a post explaining why I'm living in my car. Then I wrote 3/4 of it, stopped, said, "What the fuck," and scrapped it. For me, it seems there are some posts that should be strategically planned, and then some that should… Continue reading Why I Choose to Live in my Car

Blogging, poem

Poem: Without You, I’m Colorblind

  If I'm like Moonlight looking down on my world of green then you can be The Sun My dim silver haze could never amount to your shine To your bright and sunny rays If there's a purpose to my night could it be to balance our your light? Like two sides of one heart… Continue reading Poem: Without You, I’m Colorblind

fiction, Writing

Flash Fiction: Then She was Gone

She told me she loved me before she left, just like she did every other morning. I felt a familiar smile tug at the corners of my lips as I told her I loved her to from where I stood in the kitchen. The coffee was still hot and I wanted to grab a cup… Continue reading Flash Fiction: Then She was Gone

Blogging, Life

I’ve Moved to Austin

Warning: There's not really anything in this post. Just a life update. That's all. As like 5 of you know (if that), just over a year ago I quit my job in HV/AC, sold everything I had in 3 days, moved into my car and started traveling the US. Some may have called it a… Continue reading I’ve Moved to Austin

Blogging, Mental Health, poetry

Hate / Love the Day – A Poem

I had a breakdown today Not a whole lot to say It was the first time I'd cried in 193 days The day was all right Found some new jobs online It's not what I wanna do, but I guess I'll give it a try I went ahead and applied just to say that I… Continue reading Hate / Love the Day – A Poem

Blog, short story, Writing

“The Woman in the Red Dress” – Short Story

The Woman in the Red Dress Six months had passed since ex-cop John Michaels had been forced to retire early from the Memphis Police Department—but the wound was still fresh. It was a Friday night at Blake’s Bar and Grill, a popular restaurant in the heart of the city, and just down the street from… Continue reading “The Woman in the Red Dress” – Short Story

poem, poetry

Dear Love – A Poem

Dear Love, A young boy, I was watching love on a silver screen dreaming one day I'd grow up You and I would meet While puddles formed on the concrete we'd connect beneath a streetlight But the thought was too much for me so I left that night Spanning from lonely broken streets to monster-filled… Continue reading Dear Love – A Poem

Blog, poetry, Writing

Poem: How it feels to be Mr. Nobody (Do You See Me Now?)

How it feels to be a lifeless body in the sea the voice nobody hears the face nobody sees He was at the Comic Con, and was finally about to receive his chance to meet the one, the only, Stan Lee Then the moment came. The boy was introduced to the man He stood so… Continue reading Poem: How it feels to be Mr. Nobody (Do You See Me Now?)

Blog, Depression, Life

Trying to cure loneliness only makes it worse

It's stuff like this which really makes me wonder if I genuinely may be cursed. If you've been following this blog for a good minute, then you may or may not have a decent understanding of what this blog, MrHushHush, is all about. Truthfully, you probably don't, and that's perfectly fine, because at times, even… Continue reading Trying to cure loneliness only makes it worse

Blogging, poem, poems, poetry

Poem: Wishlist

I wish that I was larger than life A heavenly Hell The ocean and sky combined I wish that I could be the hand you hold when you shiver in the cold When you're lost and alone How I wish I could truly be free A wave in the sea A breeze through the trees… Continue reading Poem: Wishlist

Blogging, poem, poetry

Poem: Can’t Move On

It's been 6 years since you've been gone yet the pain still feels like it happened today Which I guess is strange coz they say "Time heals all wounds" Yet as I write this down there's bloody prints on the keyboard Maybe because I can't stop cutting myself open Because the pain is the only… Continue reading Poem: Can’t Move On