Who am I?

“Until you have answered the question “Who am I” you will not be capable of living your own life”
Sunday Adelaja

Hi there. My name is Jordan Antonacci–property of the legendary Antonacci family. By day, I work as an HVAC Tech in the scorching lands of Texas. By night, I’m a dreamer. The only thing is…I don’t sleep. See, for the past few years, I’ve been actively pursuing my dream of becoming a published author. More specifically, a New York Times bestselling author (I’m from Texas, so you either go big or go home). As of right now, I’m querying agents, praying my third book will be my golden ticket. Only time will tell.

My love for writing and self-expression through art led to me making this blog. That, and the question “Is there anyone like me?” Something about myself: I have a difficult time connecting with others–for various reasons. Though I enjoy being alone, this road can get lonely.


In this blog, I’m just a lost boy trying to give some direction to the others. I know others have to be out there, lost, floating aimless like lifeless bodies in a vast ocean. Maybe I can be your lighthouse, guide you back to humanity. And maybe you can be mine. I hope. With the stories I tell, I’ll throw you what help I can, give you something to rest on. If I can’t be your lighthouse, maybe I can at least be your float. Don’t sink just yet.

Flower in puddle

I’m not here to make sales or change the world. All I want to do is remind others that they’re not alone in how they feel, even though it may seem that way. So, I’m opening myself up. Come, sit, read, watch me bleed. Tell me, what colors do you see?

“We become full human agents, capable of understanding ourselves, and hence of defining our identity, through our acquisition of rich human languages of expression.”
Charles Taylor, Multiculturalism

Want to know more? Go ahead and read a few blog posts. If you have any questions, chances are you’ll find the answers in my writing. If not, then please don’t hesitate to send me an email. 🙂

Thanks for reading!

-Jordan Antonacci
Twitter: @misterhushhush
Email: misterhushhush@gmail.com


14 thoughts on “Who am I?”

  1. I love your honesty! I think we all have these same questions and realizations at some point in our lives-it took me to 50 years of age to realize I need people too. You have a much better head start by figuring it out so early in your life-congrats on that self awareness 🙂

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  2. You expressed yourself most sincere here. For a fact, there are people out there who do relate to you. Thanks for sharing your life experiences through your words. Cheers.

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