I had a breakdown today Not a whole lot to say It was the first time I'd cried in 193 days The day was all right Found some new jobs online It's not what I wanna do, but I guess I'll give it a try I went ahead and applied just to say that I… Continue reading Hate / Love the Day – A Poem
I sat down and very carefully planned out how I was going to write a post explaining why I'm living in my car. Then I wrote 3/4 of it, stopped, said, "What the fuck," and scrapped it. For me, it seems there are some posts that should be strategically planned, and then some that should… Continue reading Why I Choose to Live in my Car
I wish that I was larger than life A heavenly Hell The ocean and sky combined I wish that I could be the hand you hold when you shiver in the cold When you're lost and alone How I wish I could truly be free A wave in the sea A breeze through the trees… Continue reading Poem: Wishlist
It's been 6 years since you've been gone yet the pain still feels like it happened today Which I guess is strange coz they say "Time heals all wounds" Yet as I write this down there's bloody prints on the keyboard Maybe because I can't stop cutting myself open Because the pain is the only… Continue reading Poem: Can’t Move On
I said "Without you, I'm lost. And I don't know where to go." She grinned as she turned her back and said "Go insane." Have a good Sunday 🙂 -Jordan
I fucking suck with relationships. Since I moved out at 18, my dream has always been to get to a point where I can comfortably live close to my family--my "home"--again. Almost seven years later, and that dream of mine has finally come true. But now that I'm here, I just want to go somewhere… Continue reading Not Meant to Love
The road was cold A frigid night and snow as the boy began a journey all alone The road was cold beneath his bare bleeding toes as he traveled from the East to the far West coast And he called out with his soul He called out 'Hello!' But the only thing to call back… Continue reading Poem: The Wanderer
If I asked you, “What would you consider to be a successful life,” what would your answer be? Think about it for a moment. Next, imagine I asked you, “What makes you happy?” Think about your response to that as well, then compare both answers. They may be entirely different—and they most likely are. But… Continue reading Take Me Back to the Basics of Life
Photo by Jordan Antonacci"How do you feel about gender selection?" my dad asked my brother as we all gathered around the table eating an early dinner. It was the first hot day of Spring and the sun was still beaming hard. We sat in the backyard, our hair wet with chlorinated water and plates full… Continue reading “How do you feel about gender selection?” he asked.
Well, it looks like the Antonacci's spring break is officially coming to an end. Today, we make the 7 1/2 hour road trip back to Laguna Niguel from Flagstaff, with one last stop at the Grand Canyon along the way. Overall, the trip was A LOT more fun than I was expecting. To be honest,… Continue reading Trip to Las Vegas & The Grand Canyon!!!