https://youtu.be/8T0Hbkriv-Q They don't notice me I live life so lowkey Alone but not so lonely Still, wont anyone ever come and hold me? Nobody wants to pay attention till I'm sittin wrist slit A victim of something hidden They wont care till I'm dead then the whole town is my best friend talking on what… Continue reading Poem: Is Goodbye to Me that Easy
I’m sick of feeling like I’m at the bottom. Y’all are all going to see me. One way or another. Hello? Is anybody out there? Or is everyone just playing the same game of who’s Jordan? This isn’t a pity party, I’m just getting fed up with people seeing me then turning away. I’ve taken… Continue reading Alone and Nothing to Lose
"We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will." Chuck Palahniuk I know, I know; you don't even need to say anything. For a while there, I was spitting out posts every other day. Now look at me. It's been four days since my last post and… Continue reading Why I Blog
Home is where the heart is. My home--my family--is my everything. Really, it's funny I say that, because anytime I decide to move, I purposely make the decision to stay living halfway across the US from where my family is. Honestly, I just think there's more I need to learn on my own, and that's… Continue reading Someone Take Me Home
When he learned that I live on my own, 1,600 miles away from family, his first question was, "Don't you get lonely?"
I didn’t mean what I said. I’m an overly sensitive piece of shit that says mean things when I get upset. But I promise, hurting you was never my intention. I understand if you don’t wanna listen. It hurt like hell to watch you cry. The memory is still etched into my mind and it… Continue reading By the way…
As a writer, it's what I need. I need the quiet, and I need the calm, so I can hear and understand the chaos in my own head.
Shadow Aspect - Unconscious aspects of the personality which the conscious ego does not identify in itself. The "shadow" is the dark side. "To know one's self, one must accept one's dark side." --Young-Eisendrath, P. and Dawson, T. Not the brightest of light could chase it away--this shadow inside. No matter what I do, no matter… Continue reading My Dark Passenger
Every night, It's like I put a gun to my head, pull the trigger, and let everything from inside spew freely onto that page.
"Cause I'm a fucking mess inside, and I'll say what I don't mean."