It was a few nights before Christmas. I was working when I got a text from my girlfriend. I have an early Christmas gift for you! I sighed with a smile as I wrote back, begging for her to wait till Christmas. Nope, you’re getting it tonight, she replied. Alyssa has always loved giving myself… Continue reading I’m going to be a Dad!
It's stuff like this which really makes me wonder if I genuinely may be cursed. If you've been following this blog for a good minute, then you may or may not have a decent understanding of what this blog, MrHushHush, is all about. Truthfully, you probably don't, and that's perfectly fine, because at times, even… Continue reading Trying to cure loneliness only makes it worse
I wish that I was larger than life A heavenly Hell The ocean and sky combined I wish that I could be the hand you hold when you shiver in the cold When you're lost and alone How I wish I could truly be free A wave in the sea A breeze through the trees… Continue reading Poem: Wishlist
It's been 6 years since you've been gone yet the pain still feels like it happened today Which I guess is strange coz they say "Time heals all wounds" Yet as I write this down there's bloody prints on the keyboard Maybe because I can't stop cutting myself open Because the pain is the only… Continue reading Poem: Can’t Move On
I said "Without you, I'm lost. And I don't know where to go." She grinned as she turned her back and said "Go insane." Have a good Sunday 🙂 -Jordan
I fucking suck with relationships. Since I moved out at 18, my dream has always been to get to a point where I can comfortably live close to my family--my "home"--again. Almost seven years later, and that dream of mine has finally come true. But now that I'm here, I just want to go somewhere… Continue reading Not Meant to Love
The road was cold A frigid night and snow as the boy began a journey all alone The road was cold beneath his bare bleeding toes as he traveled from the East to the far West coast And he called out with his soul He called out 'Hello!' But the only thing to call back… Continue reading Poem: The Wanderer
Photo by Jordan Antonacci"How do you feel about gender selection?" my dad asked my brother as we all gathered around the table eating an early dinner. It was the first hot day of Spring and the sun was still beaming hard. We sat in the backyard, our hair wet with chlorinated water and plates full… Continue reading “How do you feel about gender selection?” he asked.
If I'm like Moonlight looking down on my world of green then you can be The Sun My dim silver haze could never amount to your shine To your bright and sunny rays If there's a purpose to my night could it be to balance our your light? Like two sides of one heart… Continue reading Poem: Without You, I’m Colorblind
Hey bloggers, readers, First, let me say that I understand none of this is easy. Depression isn't just sadness, it's an overwhelming feeling of dread and doom that weighs on you. It's a shadow over your world that sucks light from everything you love, and the life from you. In this post, I want to… Continue reading My top 4 tips for living with Depression