Days they change to months that'll never stay Like dandelions in the wind the past just blows away Scattered All the colors of yesterday today have faded to grey I remember that place called home on the front porch I used to play There used to be such a magic to my life Like holidays… Continue reading Poem: I used to be a little boy.
Beneath a canopy of overhanging trees leaves fall like rain They get caught in the subtle breeze and they swirl and they sway As they fall to their death I hear the wind before it hits A gentle roar through every branch that makes the leaves clatter and dance Then that wind washes over my… Continue reading Poem: It’s Fall
So sweet she was sweet we were before and after her sweet sweet murder To me she seemed to be a rare breed a gift I couldn’t keep A tune I couldn’t sing A mystery meant to remain in pieces She was a dream then the harsh smack of reality But she always Always made… Continue reading Poem: I Killed Her
April 25th 1994 Clouds split and Heavens roared The world received a gift as the full moon poured Something beautiful and wicked to be remembered forevermore Upon my birth the dirt of this Earth was forever cursed I came into this place about a week late Wherever I was they told me that I'd overstayed… Continue reading Poem: Born Dead
I hide in plain sight Pitch black empty eyes shielded "Bye" a smiling mask My disguise My fake laugh I'm not quite who I am It's where I go to act like I haven't cried and behind my back isn't a knife covered in fresh blood coz I'm a nice guy in your friendly neighborhood… Continue reading Poem: Hiding in Plain Sight
A promise as solid as the winter wind can get swept up just like dust You offered me all of my dreams like projections on a blank screen but when I went to touch the scene you let it fall with effortless ease to the ground to my feet "Cold sheets oh, where's my love?… Continue reading Where’s my Love?
Within my heart a garden of Eden A garden of the gods A garden so ripe succulent with life Within the suns light blossoms bloomed bright At least once upon a time Then stems withered in storm winds Leaves shriveled and fell from trees Roots cracked as the earth shook And skies turned black No… Continue reading Poem: My Garden of Eden
I'm not saying these two (depression and addiction) go together--but there does seem to be a painfully in-your-face relation between the two in my life. So, I've been blogging for over a year now. A year and a half? Over 200 posts, and in each, I've been incredibly open--bringing to light sensitive and personal matters… Continue reading Depression and Addiction
For me there is nothing quite like night When the black sky is open wide and the glowing moon lends just the right amount of light I stare up An out of this world sight Memories oh memories They flood my mind As a kid back at Grandma's in her lap I'd sit as she… Continue reading Poem: Lullabies at Grandma’s
This place, this place This place of pain This place where you must lose to gain In order to love you must first hate If you want to rise you must first fall If you want to be great you have to start small If you want to laugh you must let yourself cry Aching… Continue reading Poem: How to Fly