Blogging, poetry

Poem: Blackout

The anger still lingers The face in the mirror Distorted by the danger Looks only like a stranger So I took a marker and colored the mirror black We used to be so so close you used to be a place I called home but now that home has grown so cold and empty, like… Continue reading Poem: Blackout



At some point in our lives, we've all had someone tell us "Change is good." Some poor souls have had to suffer as those hounding words were repeatedly hammered into them (ahem, teenage me, ahem). It took my angsty self awhile to understand and accept those words. And they were hammered with necessity--I was a… Continue reading Changes


Sunshine Blogger Award! :)

Hello peoples, Ya boy has been nominated for his second Sunshine Blogger Award, and couldn't be happier. It's nice knowing that, though you write dark, some readers are able to see through to the underlying light and meanings of your posts. I've been nominated by my oh so lovely friend, Jessica, AKA Lady Lazarus. As I've… Continue reading Sunshine Blogger Award! 🙂



There isn't much that feels better than moving forward. When I set out to do something and then do it, there's just a feeling I get that's incredibly intoxicating. Productivity is something like an addiction to me, and I'm a fiend. That's why I'm so obsessed with lists--even if it's a list of small things,… Continue reading Progress


Do Re Mi Fa So Fucking Done With You

It’s truly amazing how much we’ll put ourselves through just to try and keep something together that is clearly meant to fall apart; how much hurt we’ll let ourselves endure just to try and prevent the empty company of loneliness. My only question is, why? Why do we do that to ourselves? Why keep running… Continue reading Do Re Mi Fa So Fucking Done With You


When Life Gets Good

Hi peoples, After my last post, Black Ink and Dark Writing, I began thinking long and hard about a happy post I could write. It wasn't that I had decided to listen to those little voices--it was just that I knew my life wasn't strictly confined to the dark topics I wrote about. And you… Continue reading When Life Gets Good


Black Ink and Dark Writing

This isn't much of a blog post. Honestly, it's more of an explanation I feel I need to get off my chest. Throughout my 10 months of blogging, I've been told more times than I can remember that my writing is too dark. It's too sad, angry, scary, and twisted. I've been told these things… Continue reading Black Ink and Dark Writing


Love Hard

To love hard is to love fiercely. To love hard is to throw out the rule books that give timelines, precursors, and standards. To love hard is to jump in with both feet. Loving hard is knowing that true, unconditional love is rare, and may only be touched once in a lifetime...if that. To love… Continue reading Love Hard


My Girlfriend, My Destinee

Love: strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another |Destinee|What is it about you, my sweet, sweet Destinee? What is it that keeps me so nervous every time before we meet--like our first meet is set on repeat?… Continue reading My Girlfriend, My Destinee