"Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry. But it's too late, I'm sorry. So much weighing on me. I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry. But I can't stay, I'm sorry. So much weighing on me." -Joyner Lucas, I'm sorry I don't miss you To miss you, I'd… Continue reading Release Me
I'm not saying these two (depression and addiction) go together--but there does seem to be a painfully in-your-face relation between the two in my life. So, I've been blogging for over a year now. A year and a half? Over 200 posts, and in each, I've been incredibly open--bringing to light sensitive and personal matters… Continue reading Depression and Addiction
How do you sleep in meadows and pink skies yet live with ghouls and cycled cries How do you stomp red roses and lilies then plant new seeds hoping for twice the beauty You buy a house on top of a mountain then watch the view from behind glass You buy a new phone with… Continue reading Poem: I now Pronounce you, Husband and Wife
A piece of poetry
Hey I'm so sick of this world Sick of falling in love with the wrong girl Coz I always fall so hard Hit the ground and I'm left with a broken heart Hey I'm sick of listening to time No matter how hard I try, Im always left behind I'm sick of feeling pressure like… Continue reading Poem: The Pretend Me
I don’t deserve your heart so please stop giving it to me Wrapped up so neat with a stunning red bow on top I’m an addict a thief I’m a murderer who watches the world bleed without a wonder I’m a black sheep In a portrait-perfect family I’m the air over a funeral I’m the… Continue reading Poem: Please, Stop Loving Me
I heard the rumble I heard the grumble and growl descending quick from dissatisfied clouds Like a thousand feet The march of an army rolling over the hills like a warning Then the sky flipped from day to night like God hit the switch and turned out the lights The soft pitter patter upon the… Continue reading Poem: When the Storm Knocked
This place, this place This place of pain This place where you must lose to gain In order to love you must first hate If you want to rise you must first fall If you want to be great you have to start small If you want to laugh you must let yourself cry Aching… Continue reading Poem: How to Fly
From time to time I'll stare into the mirror to try and make sure I'm still alive Because the lack of feelings I feel inside makes me think I've already died Hey guys! Thanks for stopping by, reading, and following MrHushHush Entries. The other day I passed 500 followers and that was kinda sorta a… Continue reading Poem: Am I still Alive?
Trigger warning ⚠️ I could scream I could shout Nobody in this world would hear a sound I could be in your face unleashing everything all of my pain And after pretending you didnt see a thing you'd casually turn and walk away Maybe if I went into a crowd and put a barrel to… Continue reading Poem: Do You See Me Now?