https://youtu.be/8T0Hbkriv-Q They don't notice me I live life so lowkey Alone but not so lonely Still, wont anyone ever come and hold me? Nobody wants to pay attention till I'm sittin wrist slit A victim of something hidden They wont care till I'm dead then the whole town is my best friend talking on what… Continue reading Poem: Is Goodbye to Me that Easy
I'm not saying these two (depression and addiction) go together--but there does seem to be a painfully in-your-face relation between the two in my life. So, I've been blogging for over a year now. A year and a half? Over 200 posts, and in each, I've been incredibly open--bringing to light sensitive and personal matters… Continue reading Depression and Addiction
How do you sleep in meadows and pink skies yet live with ghouls and cycled cries How do you stomp red roses and lilies then plant new seeds hoping for twice the beauty You buy a house on top of a mountain then watch the view from behind glass You buy a new phone with… Continue reading Poem: I now Pronounce you, Husband and Wife
Hey I'm so sick of this world Sick of falling in love with the wrong girl Coz I always fall so hard Hit the ground and I'm left with a broken heart Hey I'm sick of listening to time No matter how hard I try, Im always left behind I'm sick of feeling pressure like… Continue reading Poem: The Pretend Me
I don’t deserve your heart so please stop giving it to me Wrapped up so neat with a stunning red bow on top I’m an addict a thief I’m a murderer who watches the world bleed without a wonder I’m a black sheep In a portrait-perfect family I’m the air over a funeral I’m the… Continue reading Poem: Please, Stop Loving Me
I heard the rumble I heard the grumble and growl descending quick from dissatisfied clouds Like a thousand feet The march of an army rolling over the hills like a warning Then the sky flipped from day to night like God hit the switch and turned out the lights The soft pitter patter upon the… Continue reading Poem: When the Storm Knocked
When you feel lost in a forest of black Night thicker than smoke and without a path No matter what don’t be afraid Everything will be okay It seems like you have to climb to the clouds just to find safer grounds If you look down still stand brave Everything will be okay Your whole… Continue reading Poem: Everything will be Okay
From time to time I'll stare into the mirror to try and make sure I'm still alive Because the lack of feelings I feel inside makes me think I've already died Hey guys! Thanks for stopping by, reading, and following MrHushHush Entries. The other day I passed 500 followers and that was kinda sorta a… Continue reading Poem: Am I still Alive?
Trigger warning ⚠️ I could scream I could shout Nobody in this world would hear a sound I could be in your face unleashing everything all of my pain And after pretending you didnt see a thing you'd casually turn and walk away Maybe if I went into a crowd and put a barrel to… Continue reading Poem: Do You See Me Now?
Depression isn't something that comes and goes. It isn't something that visits a few selected people who fall under a certain criteria. Depression is an illness. Like with most illnesses, many are vulnerable. Depression is like some parasitic leech that takes everything and gives nothing. It'll lie dormant, letting you think it's gone, then resurface… Continue reading “You have no reason to be depressed.”