"Just make sure you tell my family it's okay, I'm sorry. But it's too late, I'm sorry. So much weighing on me. I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry. But I can't stay, I'm sorry. So much weighing on me." -Joyner Lucas, I'm sorry I don't miss you To miss you, I'd… Continue reading Release Me
I’m not okay. There are two sides to everything: two sides to every story, night and day, inside and out… and even for me. See, there’s who I am, and then there’s who I want to be. On this blog, I’ve always preached to be yourself. Really, it’s what my blog is about. But I… Continue reading The Tragedy of Truth
I'm not a good person. If you think I am, then you're wrong. What you see is what I want you to see. The shy, soft-spoken, mild-mannered young man you think you know could blow away in the wind. He's a facade. Superficial. Empty. There's someone else behind that mask; a side to me I… Continue reading I’m Not A Good Person
We can't walk in each other's shoes. If you're not that person, then you can never fully understand. With that being said, if you don't suffer from depression (or any other mental illness), then you can never truly understand what it's like. You can never understand what's going on inside someone with a mental illness--how… Continue reading What it’s like like this
Well, everyone, with Christmas morning less than twenty-four hours away, we're quickly approaching the peak of the holiday season. And as they all say, "Tis the season to be jolly. Fa lala lala la...la...la.......la..." He let his head and shoulders drop with a long sigh. Other get depressed because Christmas appears to be a trigger… Continue reading Trying to Mask Depression
How you handle pain has a lot to do with how it affects you. Mental Pain: Psychological pain or mental pain is an unpleasant feeling (a suffering) of a psychological, non-physical, origin. A pioneer in the field of suicidology, Edwin S. Shneidman, described it as "how much you hurt as a human being. It is… Continue reading Pain.
"I've done tried it all, tried it all... I can't stop this internal bleed. Now my heart is leaking, heart is leaking out. And it hurts me." --Kid Cudi, Internal Bleeding Ladies, gentlemen: I have a problem. And that problem is me. Do you ever look around, find that everything is okay, but also find… Continue reading This Internal Bleed.
Has life in the US become so stressful that it's impossible NOT to become addicted to something?
Quiet people have the loudest minds
Would you see me then, Dad?