Dating can suck. I suppose for some of us more than others... I've never really been into dating. When I hit my teenage years and moved states, I became a recluse, rarely bothering with relationships of any sort. They faded at an increasingly rapid pace as I got older, and eventually, not having a girlfriend… Continue reading Dating Sucks.
My problems with relationships was how this blog came to be. It’s beauty was birth from a moment of pure travesty and despair. A moment when I was at my loneliest and at my lowest. It was a marker in my life I promised to never let myself fall back to. And I've really tried… Continue reading Trust Issues
I sip and I sip from you my forbidden my delicious my tasty treat But your insides are just as cold as they are sweet the more I drink the colder you make me and now I seem to be stricken with a neverending brainfreeze Still, I indulge From you, I cannot pull Still, I… Continue reading Brainfreeze
I wanna be in the suburban California streets White sands of the beach submerging my feet A splash of salt from the sea caught in an ever so gentle breeze Said I wanna be in Cali where it's always 75 degrees Beneath towering palm trees that always seem to be waving as if to say… Continue reading California Dreamin’
Beneath a canopy of overhanging trees leaves fall like rain They get caught in the subtle breeze and they swirl and they sway As they fall to their death I hear the wind before it hits A gentle roar through every branch that makes the leaves clatter and dance Then that wind washes over my… Continue reading Poem: It’s Fall
I was out on a drive and the weather was just right Through the glass I was kissed by soft light My dear friend I cracked the window welcomed the Fall Air the cool breeze through my hair and out the window blew my cares I was out on a drive Everything was just fine… Continue reading Poem: Close Your Eyes and Drive
So sweet she was sweet we were before and after her sweet sweet murder To me she seemed to be a rare breed a gift I couldn’t keep A tune I couldn’t sing A mystery meant to remain in pieces She was a dream then the harsh smack of reality But she always Always made… Continue reading Poem: I Killed Her
April 25th 1994 Clouds split and Heavens roared The world received a gift as the full moon poured Something beautiful and wicked to be remembered forevermore Upon my birth the dirt of this Earth was forever cursed I came into this place about a week late Wherever I was they told me that I'd overstayed… Continue reading Poem: Born Dead
I hide in plain sight Pitch black empty eyes shielded "Bye" a smiling mask My disguise My fake laugh I'm not quite who I am It's where I go to act like I haven't cried and behind my back isn't a knife covered in fresh blood coz I'm a nice guy in your friendly neighborhood… Continue reading Poem: Hiding in Plain Sight
A promise as solid as the winter wind can get swept up just like dust You offered me all of my dreams like projections on a blank screen but when I went to touch the scene you let it fall with effortless ease to the ground to my feet "Cold sheets oh, where's my love?… Continue reading Where’s my Love?