Blogging, Life

Not Meant to Love

I fucking suck with relationships. Since I moved out at 18, my dream has always been to get to a point where I can comfortably live close to my family--my "home"--again. Almost seven years later, and that dream of mine has finally come true. But now that I'm here, I just want to go somewhere… Continue reading Not Meant to Love

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When you feel like you don’t fit in with your Family

Disclaimer: Let me start this post off by saying that this is NOT me trying to bash my family. I am not pointing fingers, nor am I blaming anyone for the way I feel. If there’s anyone to blame, it’s myself. My insecurities, my mind, my problem. With that said, let’s begin. Whenever I write… Continue reading When you feel like you don’t fit in with your Family

Blogging, Life

Not Ready to Die

Hello fellow bloggers, readers:This isn't a feel good post--one which ventures out in search of likes and new followers. It's a reality post--the kind some will stop reading because it offers to shed a light onto something they've pushed to the dark. In this post, I'd like to revisit a topic that I've previously written… Continue reading Not Ready to Die

Blogging, poetry

Dating Sucks.

Dating can suck. I suppose for some of us more than others... I've never really been into dating. When I hit my teenage years and moved states, I became a recluse, rarely bothering with relationships of any sort. They faded at an increasingly rapid pace as I got older, and eventually, not having a girlfriend… Continue reading Dating Sucks.

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“She’s getting too close.”

Those words hold such a familiar sound as they echo through my life. I didn't realize my tongue had become so familiar with such a heartbreaking sentence. But as they yet again fell from my lips like 100 pound weights, I realized I may have a problem. I have a friend. He's been a friend… Continue reading “She’s getting too close.”

Blogging, poetry

Poem: My Garden of Eden

Within my heart a garden of Eden A garden of the gods A garden so ripe succulent with life Within the suns light blossoms bloomed bright At least once upon a time Then stems withered in storm winds Leaves shriveled and fell from trees Roots cracked as the earth shook And skies turned black No… Continue reading Poem: My Garden of Eden

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Poem: Please, Stop Loving Me

I don’t deserve your heart so please stop giving it to me Wrapped up so neat with a stunning red bow on top I’m an addict a thief I’m a murderer who watches the world bleed without a wonder I’m a black sheep In a portrait-perfect family I’m the air over a funeral I’m the… Continue reading Poem: Please, Stop Loving Me

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Poem: Lullabies at Grandma’s

For me there is nothing quite like night When the black sky is open wide and the glowing moon lends just the right amount of light I stare up An out of this world sight Memories oh memories They flood my mind As a kid back at Grandma's in her lap I'd sit as she… Continue reading Poem: Lullabies at Grandma’s

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Poetry: Starving after a Feast

"Here," they shout. "Feast." All of this can be yours A task beyond ease And, of course for a fee The Kings and High Queens behind the table to the peasants on bleeding knees “Reach if you are able” And of course, without thought they fight tooth and nail toward the table, they claw But… Continue reading Poetry: Starving after a Feast

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Poem: In Love with Love

I just remember the way it'd sound so fake every time you'd call me Babe Everyday when I'd awake Even when you'd say hey Especially when you'd say my name The way we might feel miles away every time we hugged even though we were always together oh so so close You wanted me to… Continue reading Poem: In Love with Love